Rustdow ( Stefan's pet)

Guess which is true and which is a lie then. I will telll you a bunch of things from my day, because it's a little rant, but also the perfect way to cover lies. Now it's up to you.

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Today it finaly snowed in Groningen and that explained why I can barely wake up lately. Also fall asleep too fast.. This country plays tricks on my body that are too healty and that is too good for my preference. I don't like it. It forces me to change my self destructive habits.. It can be troublesome, but hey that is where 'new year resolutions' come in, right? It's suposed to be a form of motivation, a promice to oneself.
Let me get back to the snow, it's bothering me.
When all is perfectly covered in a thin layer of snow, everything becomes brighter. I don't like so much white in one place, but maybe it's because I don't like white in general. On a good note though, snow has it's plus sides.. Despite my mother proving me wrong on a certain part of my points on that. Well, she is just evil. It runs in the family. My lovely gemini mother.
I spent a few hours outside, with short sleeves and a light leather jacket as my 'cold protection' and I was feeling too warm. Way too warm. I have always been this way. Nothing helps, and that is okay.
My brother was sneaking up on me and covering me in snow. It actually felt good. I feel the cold when it's too late aka. when my skin becomes smurf like. Now a few hours after I got home and in a warm place, I feel sick, because I can feel the cold leaving my skin. It makes me want to puke, which is weird, but If I go to a cold place, life is good. My migrane loves these moments, and it's giving me the evil laugh curently. It's also waving at you, saying 'Hi!'.

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Много ми е интересно как това мое друго 'аз' е преминало в тази паралелна вселена. Ще го разпитам за всичко относно паралелните вселени, което знае, а и може би за как изглежда неговата вселена.

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Днес четох и това (линкът) и определено мога да вървя дълго на темата.
http://www.peterbyrne.info/stories/byrne_sciam_many_worlds.pdf

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Не съм сигурна как би протеклo, може би първоначален малък развълнуван изблик от моя страна с "Как успя да дойдеш тук? Искам да знам всичко за [insert my random spheres of curiosity/interest here].. Моля те, кажи ми, че и в твоята паралелна вселена се интересуваш от тези неща.." и после ще замълча и ще оставя другото 'аз' да говори, защото предпочитам да слушам в случая.

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Съжалявам другото 'аз', защото може би то би желало да слуша. Хмм.. ще е проблем, ако другото 'аз' е глухонямо или не говори езиците, които и аз.

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Do you understand that there are ALL the possibilities?

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Иначе не знам как би ми повлияло живота след това. Може би всякак или никак.
Няма как да се - .................... Ще повлияе живота ми всякак и никак, но във всяка паралелна вселена различно.

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aaah.. other 'me(-s)' should not come. I have enough of em as it is.

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Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? - Boys. I've grown around men so I don't really like 'n' enjoy girl's company. Plus I just dislike girls at general.
Would you ever smile at a stranger? - Yeah? I quite often do.
Can you commit to one person? - Yes, but I fear commitment. rofl Reasons..
How do you look right now? - Tired, pale as hell, and way too summer orientated for this Dutch weather. But I love it. rofl
Can you drive a stick shift? .. I haven't gotten a licence yet.. And I'm not happy about it.
Are you going out of town soon? I go out of many things lately.. towns, countries.. clouds o.o
When was the last time you cried? A few years back.. ah lol
Have you ever liked someone you didnt expect to? Ah, well I'm pretty aware if I'm going go crush on somebody, so I usually ignore them as much as I can so I don't get into it too much. Tho all I do is get to like them more and more. heh.. yeah.. sorry
If you could change your eyecolor would you?- Only if I could make them red or whitish.
Describe your first kiss - have you kissed a pillow.. a wall?
Do you have/want any pets? I have a golden back home.. and curently live with two jack russels .. i want my golden back.
Have any scars? - Way too many. rofl
Would you ever have a threesome? I don't think so, dunno.
How long have you identified as the sexuality you are now? Since I was born. roflrofl
What do you wear to sleep? clothes
3 fears? Water; Being in need/desperate/hopeless/weak rofl; some people
Are you missing someone right now? yes and no?, because I know that guy without meeting in real life.. ah me and my many online friends roflrofl
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ah hell, never again.. just remembering the situation I kissed him in.. never
Ever had a sex dream about someone you know in real life? Describe it - i feel like i'm the only person who doesn't get that kind of dreams.
5 turn-ons? any kind of touch with people i like (skiinshiip rofl). some brains. long hair and be in boxers please rofl oh and the most important.. HANDS!
5 turn-offs? muscles and abs, the way you speak may be the biggest one.. mm.. i really uumm.. people who joke too much about me, or.. umm.. are so sociable they make me want to run away rofl sorry, only four here.
5 things you like about yourself and 5 things you dislike about yourself? i don't have things i hate about me, i'm a god!
Ever smoked, done drugs or drank? My smoking is more like trying a cigar. I never triend drugs, just because. I drink yeah.. roflrofl
Did you wake up cranky? I don't sleep, to be able to wake up. Tho I'm never cranky. Allmost.
Would you date an 18-year-old at you’r current age? Well, as an 18 year's old, I wouldn't say no. Tho, the age in my relaptioship was.. ha ha ha.. yeah..

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