Everyone's fragile in the beginning trying to avoid the reality, looking after the hurting ones, trying to clean the mess of the broken ones, draining their energies on the narcissists and then falling into the pit of low self-esteem, not listening to their vibes have always cost a lot.
This has been a routine for the life, not realizing why so many souls are numb these days when in fact they're just disappointed for not trusting their instincts at first.
But you've got to be tough perhaps considering it to be the only choice in the journey of creating stories of the brave ones.
The only thing that brings us alive is forgiving ourselves for all of this. After all we're only humans. If expectations from others hurt so badly what makes you think expecting from yourself to be perfect would not bring any consequences with itself?
The sky above your head is waiting for you to forgive the past version of yourself, the universe is hinting you to not be so hard on yourself, it's just a matter of time you start realizing your worth and start loving the world again.
Stop giving up on yourself too soon, you're a miracle that has happened to so many individuals you don't even know, you're an inspiration to many people suffering from the same pain. Start cherishing your existence.
~A.R.M