so if the surgeon tells you that there not putting you to sleep your not scared August 04, 2015 no, cus id be numbed
why do you not speak August 04, 2015 drifted, and she got close with someone else, and I got replaced kinda, so i didn't see the point in waiting around
being awke is best cause can get more stronger pain meds after and can get home faster August 04, 2015 ok
how could she be there if she couldnt stand opperations August 04, 2015 if she couldn't stand them then fair enough but she popped up before sayin she wants to come with me if I get my back operated on so
how do you know keira could cope with seeing it August 04, 2015 I don't but I know she'd be there every step of the way if I needed her?
could you cope being awake through that on your own August 04, 2015 yeah but I'd prefer having someone like keira or my mum there