So once I'm 18 okay that's a few years of it a few more years of been raped cut burnt
=/ Do you have any friends you might be able to stay with? Also where do you live? In China it is much harder, but in American you can notify people with child safety organizations and you will be placed in a foster home where you will be safe, if in China that is not in place, but you may be able to run away from home, or tell your relatives about what is going on.
