Kenn.

Okay, imagine this.
You have a younger brother, he used to be the loud, out-going type of person. But recently he has started to hide away in his room. He only comes out for school, and to get something to eat and drink. It stays like this for weeks, even a couple of months. You start to get worried about him. You go to his room and you ask him what's wrong? You ask him why he is always hidden away in his room. He just says " I am doing some homework, that's all". So you think nothing of it, it goes on for a couple more weeks. Then one day, you see him at school, he is with what you thought was his friends. They start pushing him around, throwing him to the ground. You rush to him, the bullies have ran away by then, you get your little brother to tell you everything that has happened and what was hapening with him. He says "I have been bullied for the past 6 months, everyday I get physically abused. I just want to be free from all of this and be happy". You tell him that everything will be okay, and that you will help him through it. You tell him that you are worried about him. You then tell him to go home and clear his head. So he does, but that's what you think. The school day goes on, you immediately get called into the office, the head teacher has some bad news to tell you. He says " I am so sorry, but I am afraid you little brother was found lying dead in a ditch, a couple found him walking by. Close near your house". You start crying, tears streaming down your cheeks. You start screaming, blaming it all on yourself. Saying it was all your fault. Then then say that they found a note that your brother wrote, you start to read it. It says;
"I am so sorry, I just didn't know what else to do! You told me yo go home, I am now home. Heaven is my home! Everything will be okay now, you don't need to worry about me anymore. I am finally free from them, the bullies. I am finally happy again".
But the thing is, you're no longer happy. You now cry yourself to sleep everynight. Your parents blame themselves for what happened, they started getting into depression. You have depression. You start to self harm, you cut deeper. You get to only one cut away from being with your little brother.
Do you want this to happen? Do you want to hurt your family, because some low pathetic cunt makes you feel unwanted. Everyone was put here for a purpose, don't let bullies ruin that for you.
I know how hard it is, being bullied. I have been bullied my whole life. Trust me it gets better. I am always here for you, your family are always there for you, don't give up on life!

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Yes I am bisexual.

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You know NOTHING about me. So I don't know how you dare tell me to commit, and make sure it happens for good. You know NOTHING about my life. Infact you didn't even know I have been bullied since I was 5 years old. Don't you think I want to end this pain? Guess what! I do, I want to end my pain. Over the years I have realised that the only way to stop the pain from being bullied my whole life IS to commit suicide. But I also know that if I do that it will tear whats left of my family apart, I don't want to hurt my family. Again. So you know what! I won't kill myself, I won't ever try to kill myself ever again either. Yeah I might need counselling, but if it means to not brake my family. Then I guess that's what I have to do, even if it hurts me. So I guess I have to live with this pain, well I still have other ways to get rid of the pain. But yup, I have to live. I will probably lose whats left of my self esteem and my confidence, I will probably end up being the kind of girl that fails everything in life. The one with NO friends what so ever, but I guess I have to live with it. So yeah, I am NOT going to kill myself. So give me all the hate you want, it's not like I haven't heard it all before.

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