Idk wat to do

Maybe you should try talking to someone you trust about those bad thoughts.

I’m totally okay with that.

I’ll talk to you.

Talk to someone about to I

Drinking is perhaps the worse solution, because now you have other problem. Try other alternatives, I'm sure there are hundreds! Meditation, yoga, a hobbie, spirituality (religious or not), leaning on others for support, dialog. ...etc, etc. Good luck, friend.??

Keep drinking