JakeeFosterr

I told him about me and you falling out and you know what he said to me? Ha, everyone leaves you.
Oh thankyou Patrick. He made me selfharm, i was unhappy with everything. I was hurting from you betraying me in a way.. you was angry i understand but the more i thought about it the more it made me want to selfharm but i deserved it in a way.. i was a total bitch to you.
Anyway. You went out with leah Blah,i was happy for you blah, we became friends- went out-
Basically what i’m trying to say through this whole big thing is.. we’ve been through so fucking much together and even though all that happened we are still to this day best friends and boyfriend and girlfriend. The friendship we had was so special, i couldn’t let it go. I couldn’t forget about you, you went through my head and never left.
I’ve never had someone like you in my life. It’s always been a struggle in a relationship, but this one is so different. Being with you actually makes my day better.. even just talking to you. I get morning messages which make me feel so special, you take time to talk to me, skyping me, making me feel wanted, you tell me how much you love me, phone me, you play with my hair, you tickle me, you love my body (no one ever does) you love me for me, you push my hair out of my face, you kiss and cuddle me, you hug me, put your arm around my waist, you pick me up and hold me, you show me off, you are proud to have me as yours, you make me happy, you make me laugh, you don’t make me jealous or stare at other girls, you’re so gorgeous and your personality is just the best ever Jake. I’m so glad you’re who you are today. I’m so glad we met up, and we even met through song.. because i don’t know what i’d do without you. You’re everything to me and i don’t want to lose you.
You may think i complain alot but i’m not complaining.. i promise i’m insecure, i’m broken and i have alot of problems with me.. but you don’t care about that you see past my flaws.. i don’t know how but you do, you make me feel pretty... well most of the time anyway thankyou jake.

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My girlfriend sending me this...:

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I can’t believe it’s been almost 3 months on the 11th of May. Its amazing how fast times goes really. I mean August 4th 2012 was the day we found each other and it was the best day ever. I mean I don’t think I’ve ever met someone like you. We became so close to each other and it was so nice to finally meet a person of snog and actually keep up the friendship. I was never able to keep the people I met going as a friend because all they wanted was pictures. You instantly became someone I could turn to if I needed help or just to have a laugh, you became somewhat special to me . First time talking to you was awesome.. scary but awesome, even though you say I’m shit at black-ops I thought I was pretty good and I kept the game going. I mean our zombies games were just da best bruh.
Me chucking grenades at you oh dear.. Anyway I think if it wasn’t for Skype we wouldn’t have been as close as we were. That was basically how our friendship grew. I was so shocked to actually see you in front of me on camera.. It was great to know that you were who you say you were and not some random paedophile.. You made me laugh so much with our silly faces and jokes. I could be myself around you and you didn’t judge me. I felt special to you, finally someone appreciated my existence. The day you told me you liked me I was shocked and so confused as to why you did and that love, you had grew everyday.. It made it so difficult for me as I didn’t want to hurt you, you were this amazingly gorgeous and totally perfect lad who loved me to pieces yet I liked someone else.. :c
Anyway it become clear to me you weren’t just going to leave me.. you were there every day for me, talking to me on Skype and even phoning me. I remember what we used to talk about; meeting up for the first time, you wishing i loved you, talking about your feelings, telling me about past relationships. I started to fall for you but inside i knew that if i did go out with you we wouldn’t be as great as we were friends... so i ignored it i mean if we didn’t work out, i would of lost you..
Then that stuff happened, i know you don’t like talking about it but tough, You went on holiday and came back to find me with Patrick. I regret it to this day.. i upset you for the first time and it made me hurt so much. To think you’ve been there for me through everything and i just did that was terrible of me :l but i didn’t think you would be the way you were.. you made me feel guilty but i couldn’t help thinking about what would of happened if we were together.. i used to dream of us meeting when i was with Patrick up town, and i ended up choosing you over Patrick.. i kept those dreams to myself. Patrick became extremely jealous of you and i laughed so hard. All those times he made me jealous pft.
We broke up being friends and you went onto someone else..i’ll make this bit short. I was in pain from Patrick and you. Patrick treated me like complete shit when you left me. I told him

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