Tw)I messed up again, I don't want to keep doing this anymore, I don't have any1 who means anything to me around, I can't speak to any1 who deserves to listen. It feels like my lungs are being held and no air wants to stay in, again. I hate this so much. But nooo, stay alive keep going, fuck!!! man.
Still on this long winding road and it seems like there’s no escape, and it feels like your trapped in this emptiness huh? And life just keeps beating you down and you can’t get back up… so you just want to give up! But listen you have got to keep going! I believe in you. Your life isn’t over yet. Life will get better but you have got to be strong and hold on! Keep going and never stop