instead of just answering with a yes I'm gonna actually write something. yes I have been in love. with this kid I met at astro. we didn't talk much that day but his smile was just perfect. We started to text && date && what not. I always seemed to break up with him idk why. but he would begg for me back he cared && loved me soo much, but honestly I didn't feel the same for him I guess you could say I played him. but eventually I realized I loved him. we always were on && off break up for the dumbest shit ever I swear.&& sometimes with no reason at all. But I woukd always take him back despite what he did to me because I love him. I guess I realized how much he loved && cared me all thise times, once I realized I loved him he didn't feel the same way back he started playing me like I played him once I started to care he quit. it's just been a game between us, for me it isn't a game it's not I love you anymore it's more than that there isn't a word yet but I feel it. I need him more than I need anyone else. he would listen to me he would help me through everything now I'm nothing I'm broken once again because I fell for it all again. Maybe he cares maybe somewhere in there he still loves me he just doesn't know what he wants yet, I can't wait for ever. I'm done doing this I'm tired of being broken. I wanna be happy again! I just wanna know if he still cares. I'm always gonne be here for him despite everything only because what we went through with each other we've been through so much over the years. I just love him I really do..