if me & him were to have a night alone to explain everything that happened & everything I told him.. I would say exactly this. "you lied to me. you used me. you never cares (he would probably interrupt me, & I'd say shut the fuck up I'm talking) you left me. you left me in a fragile time. you didn't bother to check if I was okay, you only cared about your self. you don't understand what I went through every night because of you. even to this day I think about you & cry myself to sleep sometimes. I'm the way I am today because of you & that's not a good thing. I have scars cause of you. I cry because of you. so many other things because of you. but most of all I've never been so insecure about myself. I worry that every guy I talk to is just using me or that when me & another guy get close that he'll just leave & walk out of my life like I was nothing just like what you did. but don't worry, I'm happy you found someone else. in a way hurt..but happy cause I found someone 69x better than you. I always thought id want you but now I want this other guy. & only him. so I'm very sorry (name of the guy), I hope you enjoy life. goodbye