Why?

I dont either friend

Are you perhaps blaming God for the consequences of free will? If so, consider the alternatives.

it’s fine

It's your choice to trust or believe in whatever or whoever you want. Don't be upset by it, it's completely YOUR choice.

It is perfectly fine. I am open to all opinions religious, scientific, supernatural, extraterrestrial, etc.

I’m not religious lmao all’s good.

Everyone have these moments, it's not wrong to question God. We human, a he do that. But you've gotta keep in mind, all these bad things in your life isnt God. That's Satan trying to get ahold of you so you'll walk away from God. Dont let the enemy win. I know it doesnt always feel like it, but God is with you, he loves you and he is watching over you.

Trusting in "God" was the mistake in the first place.

It's ok because he trust you