Idk if they know that I've self-harmed a lot or that I tried to overdose on pills once or twice

Nothing

I'm pretty much an open book with my parents

nothing .

I am immensely suicidal every single day

Some of my ex boyfriends I dated or the type of relationship I had with him.

Pretend to be stupid so they won’t ask too much questions about my life going

they know everything about me

They just found out that I'm a beast with the pen I read them some poems and I saw my mom take a breath back and she didn't want to give me that number 1 spot but you got to give dorthy her due I walked down that yellow brick road with my Ruby red Chuck taylors on

Well if I say then everyone knows