You cannot be so cruel to me - to tell me the words that I have long wanted to hear from someone, because for a long time I suffer from the fact that I am absolutely not loved by anyone, and my love is not needed. These words of yours warm my heart and tighten the wounds on it, but still, for a number of reasons, I cannot believe it. It is difficult for me to believe that you can love at a distance, I am also convinced that there is no love until the end of life, sooner or later people grow cold towards each other. And now I'm talking not only about romantic love, but also about friendly love, about any. Well, I won't speak for the rest, but, for example, my long-term strong friendship with one girl eventually came to an end forever. And after an endless series of painful unrequited loves and a sea of tears because of them, worries, after a person responded to my strong feelings with ignorance and hurt me with this for the rest of my life, and in general was cruel to me, after me all my friends left, my grandmother and even my parents do not love me and wish me death, I do not believe in friendship or love, I am completely destroyed and lost hope. And I have a very bad character, it is impossible for this reason to fall in love with a person like me, I have at least one serious flaw. I am terrifying inwardly, although outwardly I don’t like myself either. But okay, I shouldn't have written the third point again, since you mentioned unconditional love. I completely agree with you that true love is always unconditional. I am sure that if one person loves another for something specific, and not just like that, because he is, then this is not love at all. The one who is loved will lose that for which he is loved, and the "loving" will instantly turn away from him, and in fact love never passes, in my opinion. My parents do not know how to love with unconditional love, because they would love me only in case of my successes, and since they are not there, then there is no need to wait for love from their side, my parents declare to me: "Why love you?" That is, they can "love" me only for something, not just like that. They don't love the real me and want me dead, and I don't love myself either. It is important to love a person not for some of his positive qualities, because such feelings are very shaky. You need to accept a person along with his worst qualities, see all his shortcomings and at the same time not turn away from him. But I say again that I do not believe that someone is capable of loving me. Forever is a very long time, during this time you can change your mind, although it seems to me that you are a man of your word and do not rush to such things. It's just that my best friend also told me that she would never stop loving me, but she still no longer loves me, we are no longer friends, but strangers. And yet, these words are so joyful in my heart, I have long wanted to be told this.