if you haven't met him it isn't really a relationship...
you're on anon so you must not be a real person:)you literally do not understand the struggles of a long distance relationship until you've gone through one. when people belittle your relationship, making it like it means nothing, that it isn't actually real. it's so dumb, honestly. that's like saying when your partner is at school/work you aren't actually a couple. personally, long distance relationships have more meaning than non-long diatance ones because you to go through people belittling the relationship and no physical interaction and when you do see each other it's so much more special because you don't see each other everyday. don't tell me my relationship is less than yours because I don't see my boyfriend everyday.
no i don't, i have though. i realize now that it is not worth it. at all. any pain relieving it does is very, very temporary and all it does it leave scars that remind you. it's really not worth it. you do it because you feel like you are finally in control of the pain but when it gets to the point where you need to self harm in any way then you aren't in control anymore. it controls you. it's really just not worth it. trust me, it's a lot better to talk to someone you trust and cry than to cut. if anyone needs someone to talk to, i'm here and i promise to do my best to help:)
you are all amazing and beautiful and perfect and I wish you wouldn't hurt yourself. you're stronger than this, throw those blades away, stay away from those knifes, scissors, lighters, drugs, alcohol etc and stop hurting yourself. you're perfect and you deserve better than this.
i can't keep friends. i don't have any, really.. there's no one i could just talk to and be like hey wanna sleepover? no one. what happened to me..
and that is part of depression and anxiety. the medication will help, it will take a while but it will help. you need to push yourself to get out and do things even if you don't want to, isolating yourself is just going to make it worse. even if you just go for a walk everyday on busier streets. you have a ton of support and if you don't want to go on a walk alone fucking hell I will come with you.