Where do we start? Or would you rather forget everything like I want too? Or should I just be like completely gone?
How do u start something that’s been dead? Until death tears us apart and after? There’s no starting at any point. Idk what I was expecting from this. But I’ve came to the conclusion that there is just not point and it gives me peace to believe and think u have found true happiness and that I wish u the best. There isn’t much else to say. I guess I’m still hurting by everything that happened and how things went down. You’re an amazing person and is not that I wasn’t enough for u or u were not enough for me. We had a lot to heal and we’re uncapable of doing so while being together. I wasn’t strong enough and neither were u and I couldn’t help u same as u couldn’t help me. Regardless on how it happened it’s something that was meant to be for us to grow like the roses we truly are and accept someone else other than u and I admiring our beauty on a daily basis. I still have a hard time accepting it sometimes bcse just like u I was attached and blinded by the idea and what I felt that we would be a forever and ever thing. But I am content with everything I’ve accomplished and I hope in another life we remember this or part of it and avoid making all the mistakes we did and instead of hurting so much healing ❤️. But in this life we will just have to live it and hope the next one treats us better. This isn’t healthy for me. Being here. But in some way is just something I had to do to let u know what my thoughts were. What I have right now is too important to take any risks and I know u understand this. This is the last goodbye and letter so we can both carry on and be happy the way we deserve to be. You will always and forever hurt. Until the next life. I choose not to forget but to put at rest. Sorry if it seems or sounds cowardly but it is what I want to do and the right thing to do at this point. Please put public pictures so I can see you being happy from time to time. I miss you smile sometimes and makes me happy to think you’re also happy. Please. Thank u. Hope u get to read this one day