Es triste, no te lo niego. Pero aunque no lo parezca, seguro que hay alguien a quien le importas
I don't want her to know.
Why not?
¿Cómo puedo saberlo? Lo único que hacen es herirme, ¿la gente demuestra así que les importas?
Hay veces que la gente no se da cuenta de que las cosas que dicen/hacen duelen
Me gustaría alejarme de todo, saber a quién le importó de verdad.
No sé quién eres, pero estoy segura de que le importas a más gente de la que crees
To her it did. She was mad that I only cared about myself or something. I don't know
Maybe she didn't mean what she said
My mom told me I was selfish when I told her I was sad. That was two years ago.
You're not selfish for being sad, that makes no sense
Ataques de ansiedad...
¿Qué te los está causando?
No puedes tener importancia a una persona que no conoces.
¿Por qué no?
I am though. I'm a disappointment.
No, you're not
Someone told me you can breathe you way through any fear and anxiety... How....?
Calm down, take a deep breath, and try to relax somehow. I don't know about anxiety though...
I am! It's hard ok. I'm trying. So hard. And I don't know what to do. I'm so sad. It's hurting everywhere and there's nothing even wrong with my life. It's just me.
I know it's hard. You should try to calm down. You're not what's wrong
I'm trying okay. And now I'm leaving because I don't want you to care.
Please, stay strong
Why. I don't want to hurt you
I don't want you to hurt yourself either
You are. That's why I told you not to care
I will care no matter what you say, sorry
No one else does.
But I do, and I'm someone, so I guess it's something
Why. I don't even care anymore
I do care though
It itches. And burns and it gets in my head
don't do it, please
Like what.
I don't know, drawing, reading, listening to music...
I know. I don't know how to make it stop
Try to do something that distracts you, but which is healthy
It feels real.
But it's not right
It helps. It's a pain I can control.
That feeling is a lie
I'm trying not to do it but it's so hard. I just. I want to. But I know I can't. It hurts my head.