lol when i see this all i can think of is "when he smiles, it felt like my whole world revolves around him. only him." cheesiest shit i wrote last year month of may lAUGH
What is missing in your life that would make you very happy?
why can't we all just overlook things more easily? why does the happiest thing that occurs in our life is usually the most destructive ones? why can't the people we care about so much, actually notice we're trying..? why can't a smile make someone forget about all the painful memories? why do we choose to remember the bad memories instead of the happy ones? why can't we just appreciate more on what we got and are given???? why can't people see how hard someone is trying for them? why do people keep hurting others without realizing it? why can't someone be courageous enough to save someone who is falling behind? why do we ignore the people who help us? why can't we face the truth? why is it so difficult to tell everything? why do we always get the feeling that we're being tossed around? why can't we just be happy and forget the about the rest? why must there be a problem in every ending? why must every ending be a new beginning? why can't everything just stop???? why can't we move on when all we know is that staying will only kill us more....?????goodnight.
you're 168 cm what do you think, i'M GOING TO PRACTICE ASS WRIGGLE NOW BYE
-_- you're 166 not much difference you know. BYE DONT COME BACK <3
SHE.FCUKING.REPLIED.YOU.
iFKR OMFG WHAT THE UCK I'M A MERE PEASANT AND SHE'S LIKE THE GODDESS AND omg i'm noticeable
SHE ACTUALLY LIKES YOU WTF
EMILY PLEASE SHUT UP AND GO PRACTICE
dID MISHA JUST FUCKING REPLIED YOU OR MY EYES ARE PLAYING TRICKS ON ME
WHaT THE FUCK OMG WAIT LET ME LOG IN OMFG I'LL CRY BLOOD TEARS DFASDFASDF
PLOT: FORGET
i'll pov you ok and i'm tired and everything and everything so yeah it'll come out quite crappy and a lot of grammatical shit because usually emily is here to help me edit...((but apparently she's busy with some speak day thingy now so i can't reach her)) . i thought i'll only do this in my pm tumblr :( i'm a little embarrassed okay a lot very uhthe familiar scent of flower, the familiar scent of the clear breeze along the ocean, but there's nothing as familiar as the smile plastered across your face, maybe those pair of twinkling eyes is what they called love, maybe it's the way the two pair of eyes shimmer under the dim light. i told myself repeatedly, that i would wake up remembering the same pair of eyes, the same shy smile, and the same warmth that diversify every time our hands brush against one and another. i tried, i tried closing my eyes, forcing the memories to be engraved in my mind, i stuck notes along the walls of my house, the small meaningful memories, everything.but every morning i wake up with the same empty feeling, the same old question. i couldn't remember.but all i knew, was that small image of your shy smile in the corner of my eyes, in the depths of my heart, in the midst of my mind.and i knew even if i were to meet you all over again, JKSAFASDJKLFDSKLJFKLDS I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE ITS TOO CHEESY AND MY EYES JUST BURNT ITSELF YEUICIC=FASKFKS THIS IS SO HORRIBLE DFAKLSDFKL;SDKL;FL;SDFL;ASLF no.
today as in 10 oct rightfew minutes ago i got a phone call and he screamed go to sleep in chinese and hung up dO YOU KNOW HOW WEIRD IS THAT i didn't who it was and i got really crept out like srsly it was around 2:30 am who does that... and then i remember dehui's mere existent.
dont you get hurt when you're so nice...? like arent you afraid?
i'm used to being hurt but i learnt how to not be a butthurt over small things. oooo deep shit. ok because i always sense things like i know whats going to happen (NOT PRAISING MYSELF) and um yeah there are countless time when i told myself i dont want to be nice anymore fuck you fuck this fuck being nice im going to come out be a little bitch but then you know.. they are people in your life who dont deserve your bitchiness.. and i always think of like in my head "i wouldnt like it if they do this to me" so i wouldnt do it to them as well and because of all those idiots and dorks and lovelies in my life i'm ((((maybe)))) nice BECAUSE YOU SAID IM NICE IDK OK OMG but yeah i guess i am nice not by choice but i was made in wills of the people around me.BUT HEY ON THE BRIGHT SIDE BE NICE AND YOUR FRIENDS WILL TREAT YOU FOOD MAN YEA YEA
HAHAHHAHA YOU NEVER FAIL TO CRACK ME UP OPPA SIGH WHY ARENT YOU IN MY LIFE?? yeah i did confront her in class, okayyy i'll ask tomorrow again. :) i seriously don know how you always joke about everything <3 thank you <3
im always under your back and behind you :-) okay! dont you worry about anything and dont forget to smile before going to bed okay??? /sprinkles sugar in your life/
emily i have a friend who steal my phone last week... and shes not admitting it... but shes saying that its her phone and turning the tables on me.. please answer me... shes my closest friend..
hey baby i suppose you're from my tlist?? are you sure its yours?????? maybe you should real her bag LOL and then when she ask you why did you steal her bag and you be likd "ITS MINE WHAT ARE YOU TALKING aBOUT" HAHHAH ok just talk to her privately. i bet she secretly wants to admit that its yours did you confront her in public??? maybe she's embarrassed to admit it in public :) take it easy okay! if you love her a lot no matter what shit she does to you as long as she meant her sorry and really wants to turn over a new leaf then keep her close!! hold on there cos i got yo back!!!!!
Who was the last person you texted?
emily hiiiiiiii like a caring friend she is, she told me to do lots of past year paper and dont sleep late. hehehhehe which is why im going to stop answering nowww
Ambition?
i told my mom i want to do counselling and she told me not to make people jump off a building..............
my teacher told me to stay away from dangerous peopleI DIDNT BRING HER UP YEAHHH SO THEY CAN SHUT HER DOWN ILL LIVE MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE TO SAY THAT LITTLE GIRL SMILE
EMILY I WANT TO GIVE YOU A HUG NOW (IN CASE SAM FORGETS)