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guess who

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boo.

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how can i say this without cracking?

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you were not my first love

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you would not let anyone
get that deep in me
though

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but you never were

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and you could not atone me for that

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you
greedy
beast

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i knew
i absolutely knew
you sure warned me

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and i should have run
but i did not run
i should not love
but i did made love

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i was quite aware
but i did not escape

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from you
from us

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what a stupid

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why
why this
a c h e

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those hit and run kisses
little girl fell in love with one with worse intentions

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why
why this
h a t e

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this anxious desire
of bending pain over the bed
to keep open the scars

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i did not run
you did

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when i searched for you and
found my forest burning
my temple raped
my sole soul and heart throbbing
on nasty snut

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what a shame i survived
what a shame you won't say the same

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this flesh of mine
darling
this innocence you took away
will be your gravedigger

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may this sour silence
be your unique relief
within hell

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