It'd be called "It is what it always is", mainly about the tale of self-journey in which tells the world how one person should stop aiming to be what they wish to see in themselves. I'd be able to say "I know this because I felt this" in the near future, of course when I'm finally be able to accept the way things are instead of wishing things to get better without any effort to do so. I'm sure I'll get there somehow.