we couldn't appreciate the moments of happines if it wasn't for sadness.
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been listening to a lot of piano compositions lately, yup i'm such a softy but i don't fuckin care because that's how my mom grew me up. sometimes feelings are better than being a bitch who smokes, drinks and do all of this things. i wanna be different and i'm proud of this.
i hate trusting peoples, like, i trust anyone but they only let me down. i wish i knew what is really trusting a person completely, what is really to have your life in his/her hands, cause if i trust you, i'm not just putting my faith in you, i'm putting my fuckin life in your hands, and you can't act like: omg you are my life i love youuu, and the next day you forget about me because you have some friends and i'm not that important. but i understend that i can't be your one&only, i'm your one and only only when you are sad and alone obv. please don't come to me saying that i'm important for you, cause this time i won't believe it. i'll always be the replacable one. but it's good like this.
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i hate my dog so much, but we're like bro and sis so evrithing cool.
I stared at him and he stared at me for the longest minute of my life. And then i turned around. He watched at me like:why you left me alone? but i had to.
vedo le tue cose ora perché non entravo da un po' e bu.. l'effetto è sempre lo stesso, sorrido senza neanche accorgermene, "won't you stay till the am, all my favorite conversation always made in the am, cause we don't know what we're saying.." mi manchi madonna.
right now the world is cahos, i'm spechless, i don't know what to think about the future, i'm so worried, all that i can say is that i learned to say:i love you, more often then i actually do. i don't know what's gonna happen, i'm not sure about anything, please, stay safe. And, please, never forget that togheter we can win. #Pray.. All the love x
so.. OTRA is over, i'm sad yeah, but the boys deserve this pause so much, they deserve to stay with their families a little bit longer, after all the stuff, they deserve a pause, but Hey, they promise :"we will be back "and i want to trust them, maybe i shouldn't, but i want to.
well, opinion on you, what can i say about you that you still don't know? you are gorgeus, you are one of the sweetest girl ever, and I'm so glad i met you, we don't talk like before but i really hope that you have still time for me x
not just me, but EVRYBODY are scared to be themselves for the negative judge the others could have, but, if you never try you would never know what they think about the real you. so take the risk. it will be worth, it will be worth because finally you will know who are the people who deserve a friend/girlfriend/boyfriend like this in their life.
never let anyone tell you you can't love someone because They're far from you, they are famous or they are too old for. i guess, even if it's hard most of the time don't give up, you're gonna win.