Why are you so interested in death and depression?
Well, Death is our "Last Resort" in a different manner. Let's take it literally, a resort. Depression, in the other hand, is a reason of death. Depression is my only way of knowing myself now and sometimes, it gets me to the point of thinking of death and wishing that I'll meet him soon, sooner than you thought. Why am I so interested with it? Because it is the least thing that people think of. I want to be different from others to the point that they might criticize me. I'm interested with it because it still can be in the minds of many people rather than the opposite of it, people have the same ideas about it. Death is one thing that we will experience only once in our lives so before I feel it, I want to know lots of it. And also that they both starts with the D!
A lot, actually. Inspires me to draw, to write, to think, to.. Whatever. If I see a person and see his/her work, I get inspired but not so easily. Whatever that work is, what type it is, it inspires to do the same thing, the act.
I always get inspired by a lot of things. Things I see. Makes me wander around my imagination. Makes me question myself a ton. Usually, of course, it's darkness around me. It's everywhere. Even if there's light, there's a shadow.
Hmm.. I dunno. Sometimes I ask myself, what is this so called "feelings"? What does it do? What does it bring? Is pain a feeling? If so, why can't I feel a thing? Guess I'm really heartless.