i guess i should try to kill myself to become popular. Taylor wilsons way
thats honestly one of the most rude fucked up things ive ever read. do you want to know something i didnt even know that people knew i was in a mental hospital for trying to kill myself. i honestly wish that madi never posted that picture. alot of people know all my life stories becuase i trusted the wrong people, and shit got out. so you should understand that im genuially sad. i genuially wish i was dead. i wish that my suicide attempts worked because then i wouldnt have too deal with all of your guys sit you give me. you dont know what its like to be me you have no idea the thoughts that go through my head or the actions i do to myself everyday. i never wanted any of this shit. im in tears right now because you dont get what its like too be known as the girl who tried to kill herself. and i hope that you never do have to be known as that. i wish i was labelled as the really nice girl that everybody loves but im not because i was born with fucking depression. do you really think that i would try too kill myself just too be popular, i was hoping that that attempt would kill me so i wouldnt have too be labeled as anything or if i was still labeled as the girl who killed herself i wouldnt have too deal with hearing your taunting words like im glad she did it blah blah blah i wouldnt have to deal with my dad calling me an emo freak that cuts herself, i wouldnt have to deal with the thought that one day im going to encounter seeing the man that raped me. WHY CANT YOU ALL FORGET THAT I TRIED KILLING MYSELF AND MOVE ON WITH YOU OWN FUCKING LIFE JESUS CHRIST.
