I bloody miss my arwah nyayi that passed away 3 months ago. Hearing these raya songs makes me feel so guilty. I miss kissing her divine hands pagi raya. I wonder if she actually knows that i'm sorry.
Allah knows best. Make doa for her and pray that she's doing fine in the afterlife. Sigh I know how it feels, I lost some people close to me too and I miss them :( Do take care okay?