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2) People have been really shitty: So I'm weird. I have all the friends in the world, I have lots of support systems, but I still sort of feel the need to spit out my time towards people who really aren't worth my time. So there's this girl that I met on a different site, about 24, lives in Oregon, and we got to know each other well because we enjoyed RPing with each other. I didn't even know she was a girl until a month or so in, lol xD. So we're talking and stuff, and eventually she's crying to me about a break-up with her boyfriend of 4 years. Of course, me being the guy I am, I have it in the back of my head that "Oh yeah I'm gonna hop on this", but doing that would be mega exploitative because I'd just be the rebound dude instead of someone she actually cared about. I got over the crush thing and, after a skype call and a few personality traits later, made it pretty clear in my head that I would never date this girl, but I still wanted her to be happy and wanted to give her advice on how to handle situations. And it's something that I do with all of my friends. Pretty much anybody that I talk to can come to me for advice and I'll try my best to help them. But the trade off is that once that happens, I start asking for advice too, because I trust you. And that's where shit went wrong. This person would continually play with my emotions by simply ignoring or diverting my statements any time I ever wanted to discuss anything about me feeling sad. Which, over the summer, wasn't too bad. I worked full time and didn't have a lot of time to think about things. However, as other shit started building up, I started needing someone to be there for me more and more. And it turns out that this person decided to be there less and less for me, and ended up being a really shitty friend. If I want to talk about how I'm really stressed out, I'd get ignored, but the second I type "dude monster musume", she replies instantly. It's one of those things to where I constantly felt subordinated and ignored while I was expected to be there for her. And most people told me "Just block her dude", but honestly, I wanted someone that would "kind of " be there for me, because I really had nobody else that I could get DEEP about certain issues with. I have my IRL friends, but I sometimes will mention things to them and I'll literally get told to shut up or to stop talking about my stupid waifu shit. Eventually, she just sort of continually grew more distant, and ignored me more and more, so it got to the point to where I literally was just over it. I removed her as a contact, and she honestly seemed fine with it, which fucking sucked. But meh. She's gone now. And I don't regret it.

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I fucking hate word limits. Pt 3

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T-T-Thanks >/////< It means a lot to hear that. I put a lot of time into making sure that everything I do in this game is meaningful to others and inspires people to progress this game

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I'm going to explain why my life is shitty in here because the rant I posted on my mod queue was honestly a passion rant and I literally had to go to bed right after because I was so angry.

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Soooo

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1) School is a bitch. I have a. . . technically major change, but it's just adding on a B.A. in Psycology while changing my music degree from a B.M to a B.A (To fit courseload.). There's lots of benefits, and I don't regret it, but one of the things that really sucks is that I'm sort of really lonely nowadays. I'm literally glued to my phone playing hearthstone and messaging people on Skype because honestly, I don't find anything in common with people in the psych department. I'm already a junior, so at this time everyone has their established friends, and honestly, psych is one of those majors that people take when they realize that their original major is too hard, but they don't want to drop out or go to a community college. So I'm stuck with a lot of honestly dumb people. And I'm not trying to sound like the "im so fucking smart everyone here is so dumb im going to be really emo" kind of person, because I have a lot to learn in psychology as well (such as how to spell the damn word). However, the environment isn't really the same. In the school of music, everyone knows each other very well, and they're actually relatively dedicated to doing well in their classes, and will have study groups and will spend hours upon hours practicing, because they're dedicated to their craft. They were also much more friendly, much more approachable, and much more exciting to be around. The School of Music sort of forced integration to the point where I literally had known about every freshman in my class within the first month. But in the psych department, I don't see any familiar faces, people are friendly but not really excited to hang out with me or be in a group with me, and it's just not the same. I sort of loathe waking up, walking to class, fucking around on hearthstone for a bit, and walking back to my house to go back to sleep. I miss how classes used to be. Even last semester, even though only 1 of my 4 academic classes was in music, I still knew people from the school of music in my other classes, and they were the people pushing me through to be motivated. I just honestly miss the environment I had.

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CONT on pt. 2

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fuk u man ;)

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Anyways, so I was in my first week of Ear Training III. We had booked a different classroom to be in because we were supposed to do some improv lab, but it turns out that the guitar ensemble had booked the same classroom, so we were all just sitting awkwardly trying to figure out with the dean where to place us. So while we're waiting, some new freshman guitarist is sitting down with my current roommate and they were talking.

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There's this girl in my class that's. . . loud. She makes dumb jokes based on tumblr humor, she's super into her fandoms (and like in the creepy way where like everybody wanted to fuck Beneslut Cumindick or something) and she's really awkward in general. She also happens to be a brony, which is relevant to the story.

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So we're waiting and the freshman dude happens to be wearing Germany colored socks. I'm sitting across from them, on my phone, and suddenly I hear, very loudly. "OH MY GOD, IS THAT RAINBOW DASH"

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And I see this girl, now staring at these germany colored socks, exclaiming that he's a brony. Of course the kid is fucking clueless and frightened, so she decides to explain "YEAH SHE'S A CHARACTER FROM MY LITTLE PONY ITS RAINBOW DASH. ARE YOU A BRONY" and of course he's like "uhhh no"

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But it continues

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This bitch turns to my friend and is like "JOEY, YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, YOU'RE A BRONY, RIGHT?!"

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I have never seen a man with more fear in his eyes than that man. Of course, he's like "UUHHHHH NO"

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Then she turns to me and the dude I'm sitting next to. We both are already aware of the fate destined for us, and we have our answers prepared

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"Uhhh I know what it is but I'm not a brony"

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It was like a fucking massacre literally everyone felt uncomfortable i almost cried

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I have never hated something more.

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The thing that people don't like about weeaboos isn't the interest in anime, because lots of cool people watch anime. The thing that's fucking annoying about people like weeaboos and furries and bronies and shit is the fact that they often time are really loud and annoying with making sure that EVERYONE KNOWS that they're part of these fandoms, very loud and obnoxiously integrating random strangers in public by doing anime skits or being like "WOW IS THAT RAINBOW DASH" (Please someone ask me "tell me your cringiest story" so I can tell the story about the rainbow dash socks please Ill buy you supporter). or just otherwise bothering people who are otherwise trying to live normal lives and don't have any desire to be a part of a cartoon fantasy

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This phone app takes generally overgrown teenagers who haven't yet experienced what life is about and enables them to be their annoying intrusive selves in public. I imagine I'll be walking around school and someone will be like "OMG!!!! xDDDD Theres a RATTATA IN THE CLASSROOM!!!!" and loudly interact with it while other people are just looking in horror.

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It's also super exploitative for money. At this point, people know that weebs will spend fucking anything for memoribilia. People spend literal hundreds on amiibos and they don't even have jobs, lmfao. People will happily spend literally anything to get their hands on this shit, and it's really not complex software. Imagine this like putting a dollar into a slot machine and literally getting like $100,000 instantly.

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It's terrible and I'm so sad that I have to be on college campus when this comes out because I'm literally going to want to kill myself from how much cringe is going to happen.

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