Varun B.

The way the sun shines on her face,it feels like magic. The way she looks so beautiful everyday she wakes up. Even her messy face looks pretty now a days. As the sun starts rising to its best she starts looking her best. One tear from her eye is like a flood in Hawaii. The way she walks..she looks better than any victoria secret model out there. The way she looks so confident all the time attracts people towards her. and when those cheeks spread a lil and makes the prettiest curve on her body,her smile. Its all just amazing. Everyone is happy around her. Everyone loves her a lot. but there is one person that loves her more than anyone.
its the guy who no one knows about yet as she just wants to keep it a secret as she is afraid of only one thing in this world..that is loosing someone so close like him.That guy looks like an idiot but acts intelligent sometimes and this makes her happy. She calls him weird cause he is the only one who understands her well and he knows how much he means to her. She calls him bud cause well thats who he is but she doesn't know how much he just wanna be all of her world and how much he wants to make her his world. But for him her happiness comes before and she is happy with him being just a bud for her. He still admirers her. He still compliments her time to time so that she doesn't fell unloved. He loves how she makes everything so simple that sounds so tough for her..but only if she could make love easy for him. He knows no one ever will be able to love her the way he does. He knows that the world is not good for her to be alone out there.So he'll always stay next to her and maybe always will be stupid in love.
He doesn't know how many girls could make him feel like that way..the way she does. And to be honest he really doesn't wanna know. The way she treats him and the way he treats her..its just special. Something no one can copy.
He always wanted someone like her. Someone who would sweep him off his feet before even he gets a chance to sweep her off her feet. He never thought he would really get someone like that..and that too in a form of a bud. He is just happy that she is there.
"Every girl has someone like that in their world..or will have someone like that in their world….but its just not me"

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'You came in like wind and went like a storm..i wish you could've stayed so that i could say i love you'
No more second chances,the last words he said to her. Her eyes were filled with tears, she kept repeating that she is sorry but he just stood there,standing tall. She thought he didn't cared as he never stopped her that day,not even once. In her mind he was acting rude and she was sorry but in his mind it was all opposite. He shouted alot that day. He shouted 'please don't go' but somehow his words never came out. Maybe his mind kept his mouth shut. He was hurt so much because of her one lie. He couldn't take it anymore. He wanted her to stay but it was just to much pain for a guy like him. He let her go but he couldn't move on. How could he forget the girl who was the sun to his mornings. The one who used to leave a cute message on his phone as she left every morning. How could someone just forget them. Thinking all this he said goodbye to all the happiness and said hello to heart ache. Darkness was his world now. For someone who never made a mistake cause he was afraid of the punishment which was going in a dark room and be locked was now just looking for reasons to be locked but no one was there to lock him. He was way to deep. No one locked him up so he locked himself. staying in the dark for a while gave him power to fight the light. Where people were being friends with light..he was going in the dark. He got stronger. So strong that even darkness kneeled before him. That day onwards he knew what was his motive. Stay away from people who try to hurt you. Stay away from people who act fake in front of you. It never mattered to him if he had any friends left after he removes all the fake ones..atleast he would be happy and not scared. He still believed in love as everyone falls in love a million times when they are finally in love. Yeah it pains.. When you get hurt but you only get hurt when you are in love. And being in love is just an amazing feeling. No feeling is better than it. Somewhere in that dark place of his he still believed that someone out there might love him truly. That someone out there will care for him. Sooner or later it will happen. And when it will...it will be magic ✨

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Their relationship was broken but their love still remained the same. Regretting why he broke up,the guy started to bleed. Not from his wrists but from his eyes. He thought of going back to her. But it was to late if he goes back now he might hurt her again. And might ruin her future. Thinking stuff like that he just stays in his room,crawled up in a dark place. Scared to face the truth that he doesn't want anyone anymore. Crying his heart out. A part of him was sad that he wont need anyone anymore and a part was him was happy that he wont be hurt if anyone starts to ignore him. Independent he stands in that dark place and smiling. He is the reason himself for being here. He pushed everyone away. Even the people who loved him or cared for him. Cause he knew if someday he needs anyone of them they wont come. He knew that they will use some lame excuse and avoid him. Its been happening all his life. Those who say now that they are here. Yeah maybe they are but in a virtual world. In real life he seems to be alone but still he doesn't feel lonely. As love is with him all along.
----after few days----
He thought he might get better but he gets worse. He thought he would be happy being alone having no one to share with but he still was feeling sad. He thought his diary was all he wanted to share his secrets with but that say when he needed an advice for something..no one was there. Not his family nor his so called friends. That day he wrote something on the last page of diary..a type of friend he wants and later he burned it.
A friend with whom you can share everything with. A friend who wont spread your secrets rather keep them safe. A friend who would make you jealous of stuff and make you smile. A friend who would feel free to share stuff with you. A friend who would care for you alot. A friend who wont judge you for your moves but would point out the mistakes you made. Someone who has all the answers to every question. Someone more smarter than google. Someone who would try keeping you away from bad stuff. Someone who would give you advice which always work. Someone who you could have fun with. Someone like Aashna beri. If you have her as a friend or someone like her as a friend..well you really don't need to worry about anything. If you are reading this Aashna then all i wanna say is thankyou :D thankyou soooo much :D

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