i can't keep friends. i don't have any, really.. there's no one i could just talk to and be like hey wanna sleepover? no one. what happened to me..
and that is part of depression and anxiety. the medication will help, it will take a while but it will help. you need to push yourself to get out and do things even if you don't want to, isolating yourself is just going to make it worse. even if you just go for a walk everyday on busier streets. you have a ton of support and if you don't want to go on a walk alone fucking hell I will come with you.