i feel like i should to write this…
u guys, know…
i far away from intrigue… i want to be happy…!

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only happy…!!!

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and i think all this should not exist…
because it’s absolutely
meaningless…!!!
and not beautiful … because i

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ok, at last time
i started receiving messages from different women…
one write that she his girlfriend… and that he is in daily contact with her… and how they spend time
( it’s probably wish make me jealous or something
another wrote ( she so active)
that he hastened to declare those woman like his “girlfriend”
and he want break up but he afraid that she will send curses
( god how it’s terrible how he could even contact with woman like this… it’s absolutely terrible
but that woman exactly wrote like that …
that he is afraid her curses … god )

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but … despite this he will break up with that woman … and she ( this woman ) she wrote that she and he are also daily but secretly dating…

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and he spend time with her
especially when his “girlfriend “ busy …
and she really wrote me that they are secretly dating with him … ((( ( use to sneak around)

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another wrote that she much younger than him…

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and she agrees that he use her … at least as
( of course he is who he is…)
shortly right now women are fighting
and u know he will cheat on everyone… why …?! he don’t love anyone of them…
he is an brilliant actor… and no one will ever know his real self…

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and now he is acting like a moody kid … who gets bored of every toy quickly…
because…
i feel everything in him…he loves and will only one girl…
all this intimately understood it that he doesn’t love anyone… but even just standing with his name is already an honor..!!!
and he acting like a moody kid ( and i even will not going to talk about destiny or fate now… )
he acting like a moody kid
because not with him yet - his beloved and only one “toy “ the last and expensive most expensive present
from his beautiful mom…- me his Ines.
and u know what makes me so sad…
time… its about
waste our time… this evening this night … every day … even second…

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u should never waste time even if there’s an eternity ahead

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and i pray a lot … because i don’t know why this thought comes in my head
when he will breaks up with this woman…even with others women…
who write to me or not …write but exists…
i so afraid one thing really …
abandoned women are very angry

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i’m not about spells or something it doesn’t work and not will…!!!

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but he is allergic… she could feed him something with nuts…😭

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i don’t why this thought came to mind… and i can only write here
i know
everyone ( even those women)
think that we secretly together with him…
( no one not believe)
but we are not … not yet…
and wish to see us together
and this read a million people invisibly or visibly… from whole world
but i feel i should write it…
u know guys i want to be far away from stuffs like this… some moments i really don’t understand… really…
i absolutely don’t understand why it’s all was happened
it’s absolutely meaningless