well sorry to hear that but i'm sure that you'll find the right persone who close to you and make you smile just like you do to others and i hope you will be better cause life never makes you always happy there are many things that brokes us but we have to go over these things and let things go :))
well all i can tell you that you have words like magic you can use to cheer anyone up so try to use these beautiful words on you too trust me it'll work 😉😊👌 xx
it doesn't work because words without feelings mean nothing