This is so sad

Smoke

By knowing you have some remaining self respect and self worth not limited to chasing people 🤝

Turn it off just think about it

The only reason i dont talk to her is i expressed myself and she ignored me... thats not a relationship...

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Thats abuse

I fucking hate you whore. I mean that. I wish you were fucking dead

It’s hard

Me to

Should you stop loving them if it’s your fault or work things out? I think you should work things out if they’re willing to give a friendship with you a chance.

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I don’t love Chris after everything he did but I want us to be friends again if he wants, I want something to do with him if he reaches out to me and fix what he did, I want to love him again if it’s possible. I love the old Chris I knew when I met him 20 years ago and I hope he can change back to that, I hope we can be friends again

I found the answer for me, was time is the best healer of such profound pain.