Share something! Which spokes out your heart ❤️
Really lost. I want to experience everything and I know nothing about myself. How could I put trust into life when I don’t know the limits of my own? I don't really know what to say I hate to tell it to people because it sounds like I'm feeling sorry for myself, makes me seem weak. I go through these waves where I am ok and then I'm really really not ok. I want to live, but I can't stand being here anymore. Every time I see a hateful comment from one person to another it just confirms my idea that there is no hope. Everyone I am around sucks every ounce of energy I have, but no one ever gives back. They say they understand but they haven't even heard what i have been saying. I am a strong person. I am intelligent. I am capable of great things but I am so scared of being let down any more by any one or any kind of rejection that I avoid trying. I try to overcome things. I try to be thankful for what I have. I try to just do what I am suppose to do, but there is that pain in my chest that will not go away. The ache that I am insignificant and the guilt I feel when I start doing something just for me is crippling me. I do not know how to make things better without making things worse.