Were you ever drunk at college?
No
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Do you think you are happy with your life?
Somewhat
How old were you when you had your first crush?
Does pre-school count?
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Do you lie often?
No, I'm blatantly honest. Whether people believe me or not is their problem
is it funny that your going to end up in another dysfunctional relationship?
Is it funny that you're an asshole? I mean why the fuck do you care what I do? Mind your own damn business. And why are you picking apart my flaws like a mother fucker? I'd rather not talk to someone who can't see anything positive in me, just tons of negatives. Because believe it or not, I do have a lot of positive traits. If you can't see them, then kindly fuck off. I don't need this shit right now.
has anyone described you as fake or phony?
No
If someone called me phony, I'd tell them to go fuck off in neverland with Holden Caulfield
If someone called me phony, I'd tell them to go fuck off in neverland with Holden Caulfield
Do you think Jude Law is as gorgeous as I do?
He's okay. Has nice eyes
are you chock full of self deceit?
No
do you consider yourself weak?
No
you still seem naive to me, but you already said you dont know anything about the world didnt you?
Why am I naive?
its not about you being you, its about you treating people differently for no real reason. you do not have to have feelings for somebody in order to treat them well, as is obvious with curren. two different people treat you like gold, but one you treat like gold and the other you throw away?
I didn't treat Brandon poorly while I was friends with him. But yes, I cut off contact. Like I said before, I didn't feel the same about him and I knew he deserved better. It wasn't an overnight decision either. People will come and go in life. You have to decide who's worth the pain, and you have to also decide if the other person needs what you can never give them. His ultimate goal was to marry me, and he was convinced he could make me love him too. What do you even do with that, with someone who is so far gone they cannot adhere to logic? I don't think you understand how unique and complex this situation is.
Anyway, fuck this. I'm not going to let you lecture me on why I chose to "throw away" a friendship that was too painful for me to continue. I'm not going to let you make me feel bad about it. I know my reasons for doing what I did, and that's enough validation for me.
Anyway, fuck this. I'm not going to let you lecture me on why I chose to "throw away" a friendship that was too painful for me to continue. I'm not going to let you make me feel bad about it. I know my reasons for doing what I did, and that's enough validation for me.
has anyone described you as distant and cold hearted?
Distant, yes. I have pushed people away.
are you ashamed to talk about brandon, did you break his heart and lead him on or something?
I'm just sick of talking about him. We've been talking about him a lot, no? I already explained what happened.
does like attract like?
Yes, in general. Sometimes people have different traits that complement each other.
Fun fact: Couples become more compatible over time because their personalities become more similar.
Fun fact: Couples become more compatible over time because their personalities become more similar.
that is very understandable, and a very good explanation. however, while you feel that you havent been traumatized, your thoughts make me feel otherwise. you have had people show you that they wanted to help you and not hurt you but you pushed them away anyway. im wondering why this might be?
Okay, here I am exposing all my flaws and misfortunes and you keep digging and digging and what the fuck dang I'm sorry for being me? If this is about Brandon, I just didn't have any feelings for him and it stressed me out. It's not like I purposefully thought "Gee, he's nice to me, so I think I'll fuck him over." My best friend Curren treats me like gold and I try to do the same for him. It's not like I'm incapable of having a functional friendship.
describe the greatest adventure you have been on?
I can't say I've been on many great adventures. My idea of an adventure is eating Taco Bell at 2 am.
do you get scared of the dark?
Sometimes I do at night
even though he ignores you? to me it sounds like you are still liking people more than they like you, but being upset when others are the same about you. sorry, it is just frustrating. what do you think draws you to people that dont care for you as much as you care for them?
But but but I think he's just shy
Okay maybe I'm making excuses.
Fuck
But like you said before, I still need to find out where I stand for sure.
What draws me to them? Well psychologically speaking, the quality of your childhood attachments tend to affect your adult attachments unless you intervene. Let's just say I had more shit go on in my childhood than I tell on here. But I don't even consider myself traumatized. I'm resilient. Also, I got used to being treated poorly so for me it became "normal." So what I need to do is create a new normal. That's why I'm always so pleasantly surprised when people are nice to me, because my life has been filled with people who aren't nice to me. It's like when someone is nice I don't know what to do. I need someone to show me they're not gonna hurt me like I've been hurt so many times before.
Okay maybe I'm making excuses.
Fuck
But like you said before, I still need to find out where I stand for sure.
What draws me to them? Well psychologically speaking, the quality of your childhood attachments tend to affect your adult attachments unless you intervene. Let's just say I had more shit go on in my childhood than I tell on here. But I don't even consider myself traumatized. I'm resilient. Also, I got used to being treated poorly so for me it became "normal." So what I need to do is create a new normal. That's why I'm always so pleasantly surprised when people are nice to me, because my life has been filled with people who aren't nice to me. It's like when someone is nice I don't know what to do. I need someone to show me they're not gonna hurt me like I've been hurt so many times before.
Describe how you're feeling right now?
Pretty exhausted but very happy it's the weekend
i appreciate the honesty, and there is nothing wrong with taking out your loneliness on here. you say you are ready for a real relationship, but be careful. you may not actually be ready, or maybe you are, but its still so easy to get hurt, and i dont want that for you. do you still want josh?
Oh I know. I've learned above all to take things slow and make sure it's the right person. After all, relationships are meant to last, and you can't rush anything you want to last.
And to answer your question
YES
And to answer your question
YES
What is your relationship with your mother like?
It's better than it used to be. We get along except when she criticizes me. It's weird because she'll brag about me in public, then go home and tell me I suck.
Will you ever break out of your shell? Do you wish you were born as an extrovert?
Oh I break out of my shell with people I get to know and get comfortable around. Sometimes I do, but I like being an introvert too.
Describe your first date?
I think it was a typical movie date
Name a movie or movies you can watch over and over?
Elf, Mean Girls, Legally Blonde, 10 Things I Hate About You, Shrek, like all Disney movies really
it seems you treat people better that treat you bad than people that treat you well. do you agree with this? why/why not?
YES, get ready for 100% honesty. I admit what you said is true, but I'm changing. When I was 16 I got into an abusive relationship for a few years because I had low self-esteem. It was hard to leave. Then last year I dated a guy who treated me well besides the fact he didn't put enough effort into the relationship because maybe he didn't care as much as I did and he is plagued by bipolar disorder and drug addiction. I've been single for 6 months now. I texted the aforementioned exes out of loneliness, but recently deleted their numbers cause eyy the past called and it had nothing new to say. Now I just take my loneliness out on here, haha. So I've chased the wrong guys, yes. I've fucked up a lot, but I've also grown a lot and learned what I deserve. Now I'm ready for a real relationship.
Have you ever forgiven someone who's hurt you?
Many people, many times. I forgive easily.
What's something that can make you go from a good mood to a bad mood in an instant?
Getting yelled at
Do you trust easily?
I do at first. One lie or betrayal can make it hard for me to trust again. It takes time to build back the trust.
Name five of the most important things in your life atm?
1. People
2. Work
3. Writing
4. Music
5. The internet ;)
2. Work
3. Writing
4. Music
5. The internet ;)
Are you an INTJ?
I don't remember. I know I was an IN something
What's your definition of cheating?
Flirting with someone else, trying to hide something you say to or do with another person, becoming emotionally and/or physically invested in someone else
On a scale of 1-5 how organized are you?
2. It's not that I'm messy, but I live in organized chaos to the point where trying to organize my life will undermine what already works for me. For example, I never use a calendar and never wrote down assignments for school because I always remembered and knew I wouldn't need to check later anyway.
What were you like when you were a kid?
Shy, quiet, nice, respectful, clumsy :p
Are you addicted to shopping?
No
why cant you stand brandons presence? how did he make you lonelier?
I'm done talking about Brandon.
why are you not so great today? i hope your day gets better!
Today was long and stressful but I'm thankful as fuck it's over
Ever watched porn?
Maaaybe
which is ur profile pic.i will send you requst
Do you need glasses? You should be able to figure this out.
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send me ur fb link or name
My name is at the top of this page if you hadn't noticed yet
why?can u add me on fb
I guess
that's great lol u are Owsom lol do you have on fb
I have Facebook but I hardly ever log in.
i feel good.u look beautiful it real or you use some make up
Thanks. Only makeup I use is foundation for acne. My face is still my face.
hey girl you should check out that new beyonce album, unless you listened to it already?
Oh should I. I don't keep up with albums.
how are you heroine
Not so great. You?
hello heroine
hi there
do you eat ice cream in the winter?
Yeah why not
are you trying to say you dont feel that "spark" with brandon?
I never did. I feel it with someone else. You know, Josh, the guy I was sad about at 3 am.
why dont you give brandon a second chance? he sounds like the sort of guy who would be there for you through thick and thin, dont you agree?
No point in having someone who will be there for me if I can't stand their presence and I'll feel lonelier by talking to them
why did you do that to her??? :(
To who?
i may be wrong but those signs make me think he just doesnt feel the same way. i think it is worth one more try in asking him for a serious answer (be deliberate), and if its just a repeat of before, then it isnt worth the pain. you deserve better than somebody that avoids you and ignores you.
Yeah. Fuck it. 50 shades of done with that bullshit. Thanks for putting up with me tonight, dear stranger.
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