I hate the idea of being famous and I hate attention it scares me. I used to be the opposite and then I got bullied online for 3 years by I couldn’t figure out who
There is nothing you can do to force someone to love or marry you. You need help like seriously get a life
I’m not doing anything to force anyone to like me
yea bro imagine how I’d act if we’d done things if that to you was how I acted like, one date in
I lost my mind it’s still completely lost. it’s good things panned out how they did honestly
Girls and boys sometimes regrettably More recently a nonbinary person I got attached to randomly It always starts out so random I’ll be like sure why not and then boom im the one whose more interested and like chasing full speed ahead I’m always so terrified of being creepy idk why there’s no stigma with trans men to being predatorial I think im just over tuned into the perils of masculinity
I’ve been listening to the garden by Miki ratsula he talks about Colorado I miss Denver so much I miss driving down those roads in the summer when the sun would set
I’m proud of my work ethic and resilliancyNow when I think back to Colorado I feel like it made me strong I had no idea how hard I was having it out west
Only when im not eating out of anxiety I get this overwhelming uncomfortability and always ultimately end up taking care of myself again but it’s this really weird thing that happens maybe once every other month or so Sometimes I let it go on for too long
Kind of, I am sort of angry with myself too often to notice. Like no matter what I do it’s not enough to do all of the things that I want and need to happen and like I can remember a time when it was possible Or it felt like it was There’s a real struggle of acceptance im not used to living life as a queer person who’s out It’s been four years but I still feel like idk what I’m doing