honestly, ive never knew what falling in love feels like. but i know that if he's around me, i get nervous and i cant get my words right and its completely unnatural. my palms will start sweating and i can feel my throat getting dry and its like i dont know what fresh air taste like. i feel my heartbeat racing and im scared if he can hear it. although i can be in a chaotic state when im around him but i cant help but try to get his attention and end up doing something absolutely stupid and foolish and he finds it amusing and my cheeks would start burning and i just wish the whole world does not know my existence. i am a literal example of a girl who gets her hopes up too high and just lose it and yet i will still hope that he notice me because i will do loads of shit to get him to notice me and thats when i know, shit, you are having those feelings girl.