In all honesty, no. I'm just not even waste my time anymore. Things happen I guess. If he is happy with Akira & she happy with him than whatever. I have someone else that makes me happy so wot eva.
i think you should move on. kye seems to make you happy && you make him happy. focus on you guys not luke and akira. you will forget sooner or later and you will be happy.
You're right, Kye does make me smile! I'm just gonna delete both of them and be happy
Where you and that Akira thing supposed to have a fight this afternoon?
No, everyone was going around saying I was gonna fight her after school at the bridge or something hahahaha. I'm not fighting anyone. All I wanted to do was talk to Akira and sort shit out, that's ALLL I want to do. I don't want drama at school but she doesn't want to sort things out
the way Luke spoke to you today i wanted to punch him :/
He yelled in my face saying " why can't you be fucking happy for me Toni " are you some type of idiot? I dated you for almost 1 year, durhh I'll be mad you moron. I can't believe I cried because of him and akira, ew yuck.. But you should inbox me who this is :)
I've never spoke to you before but you're absolutely beautiful, people like them two are definitely not worth your time. I know how you feel & the best way to deal with it is to hang around your 'real' friends and try to be as happy as you can, laugh too much, smile at everything. Stay strong. Xx
Here we go haha, might get emotional..I remember when we were on Skype one night and we were being flirty with each other and than he wrote in the text box " will you go out with me ". I remember when he first came over my house for Christmas, I had butterfly's because I was so scared and shy. We watched movies and did some cute shit. I remember him meeting my whole family for my birthday, I was so scared because my family can be judge mental when they meet all our boyfriends and girlfriends. But they all loved Luke and thought he was a lovely boy. My mum always said " Luke should do this with us, Luke this, Luke that " and idk, my family loved that kid.. A lot! We use to chill so much that we got on each other's nerves. We always facetimed & acted like dick heads. He was basically the only person I would felt normal with. I would wear no make up, hair tied back, singlet and pants on around him and not bother about it, I use to get really insecure about myself but he use to kiss me on the forehead and call me beautiful all the time. We use to always take stupid photos together and do cute things. He was basically the love of my life, I loved waking up to good morning texts calling me princess and beautiful. He made me feel special. I didn't lose my virginity to him because we were dating for so long or other reasons, I lost my virginity to my boyfriend, lover, bestfriends & my everything. Things have changed the past month, I know I hurt Luke & made him feel like shit out whole relationship I regret doing that, I promised I would fix things but I only mad them worse. I'm not perfect and I know I never will be but I would do anything for Luke but his moved on now & I need to understand that. Akira, I really do hope he makes you happy & you guys do last. I hope you make him happier than I ever do. Fuck, this was so hard to write :(.