My grandmother suicided a year ago, I don't feel the same person. She was so special to me. And at her funeral, my parents began to tell me how she fought depression, drank bleach and was possibly anorexic. I feel like I never knew her at all, or I resented how strong she really was. I can't let go
Honey I can relate to you a lot about this. My great grandad killed himself and my grandma died almost 4 years ago, she was everything to me and more of my mum. So I really know how you feel and I understand how hard it is for you, I really do. I want you to know that I am always here for you no matter what, I care about you! You are so strong for getting through this and she is so proud of you for getting through this and for fighting and being so strong! You will always have the memory's of here and you won't forget them. She may not be with you physically anymore but she will always be in your head and your heart. Maybe create a box or bag of things that she gave you or that make you think of her, or create a photo album of pictures. That's what I've done it really helps, when I miss my grandma I can look through it and remember everything about her. Talk to your parents about her and don't keep how you feel to yourself ~ Soph xxx
