Idk I'm very secretive. So pretty much the majority of anything about me. And my thoughts and feelings, I keep that to myself. Fake it till you make it
My dad. The way he treats me and the things he says. It really hurts me and I don't think he understands. Everything mean he has ever said since I was like 4 I will always remember. The way he treats my two eldest brothers. Just because they aren't his biological kids he treats them like scum. I still remember all the physical and verbal fights that always happened. Especially the last one when they almost broke the tv. Yes it was years ago but ever since then my respect for him has gone down. Also when my brother ran away because he was like how I am but a little worse, he wasn't going to let him come home again. The way he treats my mum also sometimes is quite rude. Not to mention the way he treats anyone else who isn't family too. And the things he says about my cousin who is diagnosed with depression and autism is horrible, he always says she is just attention seeking and she sucks up to get her own way. I'm sorry but I can never forgive my dad.
I wish there would bw a happy ending right about now. I know that. but it really depends on you and what you believe as to wether to could have a happy ending. Karma always has her day
when Kate drew me a picture of Blake to cheer me up even though she hasnt really seen what he looks like. and it was really funny. and she just always makes me smile anyway
the first year of my life. because I was completely oblivious to the work and everything happening. my brothers looked after me and changed my nappy and fed me and my parents didn't really have to look after me. I didn't know what people thought of me. I didn't lose my closest friends. I didn't feel like shit all the time. I didn't have to worry about a single thing.
people who think they're funny but they are the only ones who ever laugh at their own jokes, people who follow me around, people that are clingy, people that copy everything you do, people that over exaggerate, people who do whatever they can for attention, people who think they're top shit and better than others, people who steak my money or food because I work my ass off for that shit, people who treat me like shit, when somebody teases me, when people compare me to people they know I hate, my family, when people stick their nose into others business, when people get involved in my relationships, when people think they know everything about any of my past relationships, when nobody recognises all the hard work I do, when I lend someone heaps of money and they don't okay me back But If I borrow $1 it's a huge deal, when I have to feed myself, when people lie and cheat, when people promise me something and then don't follow though with it.
Lately it was that Blake was going to pick me up from work last night and I wouldn't have to go home for like two weeks and just get away from everything and forget about all the crap things and actually be happy once again.