Heather♡.

I'd go into school day-by-day,knowing she was there. Knowing she would say things,hit me,laugh at me,throw things at me! Pretending it didn't bother me,that I didn't care. But I did,it hurt me so much,I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to learn,after all,I couldn't? She was there backstabbing me. She was there makeing me feel worthless,hurting me,I was close to breaking point. One day she pushed me too far,I remember thinking 'why should I let her do this?'. I pushed her to the ground. I hit her continuously,everywhere I could think of. She was bleeding,blood everywhere. The teacher come over&saw me hitting her,saw the blood. She pulled me off her&told me off,sent me to the head teacher. Called mom into the office,I was in trouble,I didn't care! I finally got revenge.
But after that it stopped,I finally could live my life! I thoughrt maybe it was because she moved away,but there was a good few terms betweeen the instident&her leaving. She did nothing,didn't even look at me.
I know this was the wrong way to react. But I did report it,all the time,she didn't stop,so I took matters into my own hands. I'm glad I did. But I also regret it?

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Just realised I put part 2 of part 2 at that top. I ment part 2 of part 4:L
Now,me and phe have our up's and our down's. We argue. But as people say,the strongest couples argue a lot. We know,nmw happens,no matter who says what,just to ignore it,cos we're all we need and its a load of bullshit. Just because they cant stand seeing us happy. But we are,and we've proved them all wrong. We stand tall and ignore them. Even though the bullying is horrendous&wayy over the top. I honestly think(and I know this sounds big headed) that we're the strongest couple I've ever known.
To have who I want,the girl of my dreams,and to be able to call her mine,it really is a dream come true!! I can actually say,i've never been happier,i know she doesn't believe me,but tbh,i know what im on about(which is rather strange cos,i never really do://)!! I know she doesn't know how much I love her and I know she sometimes doubts it,but remember,i never wanted to fall in love,i didn't trust myself enough. This girl. Shes turned my WORLD around. Changed me for the good,if only she'd see that and remember it.
Remember? Do what you believe in,you might suprie yourself one day,something life changing might happen,but in order for that to happen,you gotta follow ur dreams!

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Oml. Been full of both good and bad! I'll start on the good..
I was ill from school one day,phe was listening to a song 'I fell in love with my bestfriend'. She started to cry. Tam asked what was wrong and she let it all out on tam. I remember phe popping upto me,she put 'im in love with you' I never thought anything of it,i mean, come on? Who'd ever want to go out with me? Who'd ever wanna waste their time on me? So I put 'iloveyoutoo' not realising that she actually ment it:LLL. About ten minutes after she put 'hev?' I replied 'yeah?' she said there was something wrong. so I asked what it was,she put 'dunno sexuality'. Then sent me a song? The song she was listening too. And she changed her pm,quoteing the song 'I fell in love with my bestfriend.' I remember being dead excited! Finally,someone like me,someone who feels how I feel? Someone who I can talk about and not feel awkward. But at the same time I was afraid. What is its ash? What if its tam? I'd murder them. Phe belonged to me,idec.but I asked her and went thru all her mates. Not thinking it was me. Finally I said 'give me some clues?' She wrote the clues. All of them seemed to match me? I remember lay on the sofa,blushing,hopeing it was me. I said 'Me?' whenever i'd ask,she'd put 'Lol'. But all the others,she said no? I felt proud,not only that my answer was different,but the fact that she told me and opened upto me,going through the same thing, I knew how hard it was to face it all. Finally,i got impatient and told her I needed to tell her something. I told her I was totally and utterly in love with her. She put 'same'! From then on,we wouldn't stop chatting! All day all night just chatting about how much we loved eachother. On the Friday (The day after) I was back at school. I walked through the gate,tam and ash went 'OMG PHE YOU'RE BUSHING'. I remember looking at her. She took my hand and we walked into the school together. Long day of school,as usual! But lunch and break with her was amazing! We'd flirt,the way she looked into my eyes and held my hands,i knew we were in love. I wanted to kiss her so badly. But I didn't want to rush her into anything. Later that day,after school,we all played out,we went to the park. I remember tam was down,she wouldn't tell me why. But she was sat on the swing alone. So I strolled over and asked if she was okay. She kept changing the subject. Then all of a sudden she shouted over to phe 'phe heather wants to go out with you' this seriously pissed me off. I wanted it to be secret?And special?But no. Tam being tam had to ruin it-.-. But anyway me,phe,tam and ash all gathered around the baby swings and tam and ash was chaseing eachother,phe hugged me and said yeah! I felt so proud! I felt my cheeks burn up,so was phe's. I said;'hold on,i haven't asked u properly yet! Phoebe? Will you go out with e? And be mine forever?' Phe went as red as a tomatoxDD! I'll never forget that,ever. 1/3/13<3333! Eint got enough room i'll carry on on next onexD

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