Would you give pasa another chance?
In all honesty I really don't know.. Yeah I say I miss him and that he's still mine but I don't wanna go back if he hasn't changed. This also isn't the first time he's cheated, Yeah people call me dumb for taking him back every time he fucked up, I even chose him over my family and close friends and look where it led me to.. look! I'm left with nothing but a broken heart, endless pain and everlasting tears. Yous are probably reading this thinking how stupid i am but no one will ever understand because no one knows how much it hurts. This is why I hate love. it destorys not only your relationship but everything you use to be and it takes away all your happiness. It feels like someones ripped your heart out and your begging them to stop but they stab it over a thousand times and cut it into little pieces. Im not gonna lie but i have cried I have suffered from endless torture and the urge to do things people would never expect me to do.. Love is beautiful its suppose to be full of happiness and tears of joy not in a million years did I ever think love could hurt this bad.. I guess I fell to hard for someone who was saying to girls the things he use to say to me.. He was mine, he was my man, my everything. I've been holding on but all this time he's been letting go. I still want him because deep down I know things can work out it just takes two people to make the effort not one. I can't throw away two good years and a couple of months away we've come to far to give up.
Before you send me hate just know you's don't even know half the shit I've been/going through this answer right here is nothing compared to the whole story so don't judge me and send me hate unless you've walked in my shoes and felt every single inch of my pain.
I don't want pity. I just need to let my feelings out.
Before you send me hate just know you's don't even know half the shit I've been/going through this answer right here is nothing compared to the whole story so don't judge me and send me hate unless you've walked in my shoes and felt every single inch of my pain.
I don't want pity. I just need to let my feelings out.
