Not an ex-lover but an ex-acquaintance... AE. As for lovers, the closest ones would be... AT, RW, PF. Perhaps even JT (though, I could talk to him anytime).
Do you think it is racist if a woman is only attracted to the men from her race/group?
I'll be honest. I happen to be mixed race and where my parents are from, race mixing is the norm, so I personally don't understand the big deal with people preferring to only date their own race since every race can be attractive and good partners. It may be similar to homosexuality, perhaps, but it's still not something I understand too well. If anyone approached me telling me this, I'd either change the subject, challenge them, or walk away. Anyway, I may question why they feel this way to make sure it isn't for racist reasons, but I shouldn't automatically assume that it is. But it is a little questionable at most, regardless of race.
When you were in school did you ever get caught smoking in the bathroom?
I had been in virtual school for the majority of my life and the last time I enrolled in an in-person public school was in 3rd grade so, no, I've never been caught smoking in the school bathroom. In fact, I have very little experience with smoking. Never smoked a cigarette, of course, but my mother once allowed me to try one of her experimental vapes, and it burned my throat, so I never tried it again.
it's so weird when parents say they don't wanna help their kids once they're adults. i feel like this obsession for being independent is such an american/western thing. people look down on you if you're an adult and your family helps you, but in other places, this is very normal.
I definitely agree with this. I have the pleasure of being the first generation born in the United States from Puerto Rican parents in my family and my mother definitely does not mind caring for me and my adult siblings for as much time as necessary. My oldest one will need it forever due to his intricate issues, but my older sibling is mostly neurotypical and still lives with us at the age of almost 24. I'm turning 22 this year and my mother has been apprehensive about me leaving the house for years due to being vulnerable thanks to Bipolar & Autism, so I've been staying with her for my entire life and probably will continue to for a long while... In many Latino cultures, it is not considered a moral or functional failure for adults to stay with their parents for a while. It definitely seems to be an American thing—pushed on extremely young ages, too. Emancipation aside, it is typically encouraged to leave as soon as you turn 18 and is considered indecent to continue staying after you reach a certain age unless you are extremely physically, medically, psychologically, neurologically, or intellectually ill and can "objectively" not take care of yourself or are a danger to yourself or others. It's definitely strange.
Psychological horror and medical horror. I also enjoy paranormal horror and true crime. My favorite types are real-life occurrences or stories based on real-life occurrences. Slasher films are alright, I suppose, but not quite stimulating. I enjoy horror that stimulates my encephalon and awakens my goosebumps and paranoia.
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Drawing for Pyromander/Peeka13 of their character, Thelonius Vex. 2023. (By me!)
Do you prefer country life, city life, or suburban life?
I dream of the suburbs often and that's where I've lived for the majority of my life, so I'd say I'm comfortable with suburban living. It's not quite as polluted as the city life while also not as rustic as country living. It's the perfect mediator of both states of living.
Have you ever been stalked? 😨
What was your experience like?
Cyberstalked, yes. Once by my current best friend while we were on a long speaking hiatus from each other, and I'm currently being stalked by someone who I assume was once my online ex-boyfriend when I was 11 (that could be wrong, but some indications from the past and present have suggested that it's likely true). That specific someone is attempting to use aspects of my life that I've made public for events, past and present, for his falsified online identities that he pretends are real. It's likely because the fact that he can't reliably have the real me for himself makes him want to emulate me as much as he can. It's pathetic and perplexing, but also flattering. Perplexing because my life isn't all sunshine and roses, in reality, I'm very physically repulsive and live under squalid circumstances so I'm uncertain why he wouldn't emulate and be infatuated with someone much more attractive in personality, appearance, and lifestyle.If only he knew the best ways to get my verbal attention... //bnghmslfnaprchngmwhnsty.// //cmsngmcmplmntngmofrngfnrtfmchrctrs.// //apltvntg.// But, he has to understand—he brought it upon himself. By advertising publicly that he wanted me to go away ("fade into obscurity") while insulting me as himself + all the "ghosting" he'd do + the spiteful ways he'd conduct himself as his other identities, some more vaguely & others more apparent. If he knew how to behave, I wouldn't be shunning him right now. You reap what you sow. But I visit his profiles for entertainment as I do with many other people who I dislike online to varying degrees.
I recently forgave my stepfather for stealing and pawning off my phone, but I do not trust him with most of my other devices or items, especially electronics, since this is not the first time he's stolen something to pawn it in this household, including something that was mine. This is entirely possible.
Are you the oldest or youngest among your siblings?
The original trio: Youngest. The sextuples: 2nd middle child.(Explanation: On my mother's side, I am and always will be the youngest. However, my father remarried and had 3 more children after me so I am his 2nd middle child. He currently has 6 biological children in total and I am a part of his first set of 3 ("the original trio") with his first wife. (My mother.))
MEN ONLY .. what do your spouse or woman do for you? Why do you love them ?
I'm not married, but I will tell you why I love this person.We've known each other since we were both teenagers. I am the older one by 3 years, but they always spoke so eloquently, as if beyond their years. When I first met them, online that is, I was convinced they were simply a somewhat dopey adult. However, they eventually told me their true age and I was flabbergasted, especially the more I got to know them. They're extremely humorous, extremely respectful, cordial, intelligent (practically genius level, if not simply near it) extremely pondersome, physically appealing, articulate, eccentric, interesting, and engaging. They've seen me at my worst and my best and stuck with me at both points. We've argued and broken up (at my obtuse discretion) but always got back together. We have so much in common, despite also harboring plenty of differences. We are almost complementary. I feel so comfortable whenever I speak to them. They make me genuinely happy whenever they're around me. We understand each other. They're likely more of my everything than anyone nonfamilial that I've ever met. We joke around, we discuss philosophy, politics, and everything else we can manage, we comfort each other, we've webcammed numerous times, they spoke to my mother when I was at the hospital in 2023, we've known each other and stuck together longer than anyone I've known in the past 10 years. I even dreamt about asking a potential deity what a relationship would be like with them and they implied that we'd be together for significantly more than 1 decade... words cannot express the manner in which I love them and words cannot encapsulate the reasons why. I simply do.
Do you plan on staying single for the rest of the year?
I want to confess my love to him but I'm scared he'll tell me he doesn't really love me. We were flirting at some point, but he eventually stopped, and we haven't had a conversation about it at all. He knows I had feelings for him at one point, I told him years ago, but I'm scared those feelings aren't mutual as he's never directly told me that it was. We have a deep platonic love for each other, though, but I cannot imagine myself with anyone but him due to how comfortable he makes me feel... I think about him constantly and he's the only person online I'm happy to talk to anymore... I don't know what to do...
Can I keep you?
Who in their right mind would want to keep a velociraptor as a pet? A very odd choice for a pet, if you ask me.
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A commission I drew for Skoryx on FurAffinity. ♥ This was very fun to work on. I'm open to commissions if anyone is interested. Something like this would cost only $45.
If you could spend the next year living anywhere in the world, where would you go?
I would move to either of these 5 states: 1.) Pennsylvania 2.) Delaware 3.) Connecticut 4.) Minnesota 5.) MassachusettsWhile it did say anywhere in the world, I choose to continue living in my home country but reside in another state, preferably up north in a blue state with good mental healthcare, anti-discrimination laws, livable average job wages, good education, and beautiful scenery. I wouldn't choose to live out of country due to these factors: 1.) I am already on secure SSI and receiving food stamps and would not wish to sacrifice these supplemental income sources, including risking not receiving any income for months while waiting to receive similar benefits in other countries (e.g.: Canada, Australia, UK (?)). 2.) Needing to relearn laws in certain countries, including discrimination laws, healthcare laws, and common laws for general criminal offenses. 3.) Language barriers. This includes countries such as the UK and Australia where they speak English, but utilize different spellings, pronunciations, and even vocabulary terms/slang terms than the US. However, this would be even more daunting in countries that do not speak English as a first or second language or in which most people do not speak English in those countries. I am able to understand tons of Spanish, but speaking it is extremely difficult for me and my mother would need to translate. I do not know much about other languages, unfortunately. 4.) Learning about the political climate and political issues affecting the country, among other things.It would take years, if not decades, to garner all of the knowledge necessary for me to live in a country other than the US. If I had to choose any, it'd be either the UK or Canada based on the fact that I have slightly more knowledge about those countries than other ones, especially the UK.However, the US is my best bet and I would choose to reside in a different, better state. We are making it a goal to move out of state next year with Delaware as a primary target.
I am receiving social security disability income + food stamps, so I, personally, do not harbor a requirement for labor. However, I do, in fact, attempt to generate supplemental forms of income via creative "labor" by drawing illustrations of other people's ideas as a freelancer. However, as it is "by contract," and "by demand," I do not typically receive much of an income via this method and my parents typically are required to discover other forms of acquiring money via selling items of worth or performing smaller forms of labor as discovering occupational opportunities is minuscule in this state.However, let us concentrate on myself. I would likely be utilizing this newfound time and freedom by drawing ideas that I personally wish to draw, especially regarding my own characters, reading more often, exercising more often somehow whenever the opportunity strikes, watching educational and recreational films/television, engaging in creative writing, teaching myself to paint and animate, and improving my appearance to the best of my abilities, especially if a universal basic income were implemented and sustainable or if money, altogether, was eliminated and/or replaced with a more sustainable and easily-gained substance.One can dream...
I am very accepting of open relationships and consensual polyamory, so as long as all partners involved accept one or more of their partners harboring friends with benefits, I believe it is their right to engage in this practice.Personally, it's something I may consider with my future partners since I am asexual and do not wish to engage in penetrative sex (outercourse, including oral sex, is my limit) so if my partner is not asexual and wishes to engage in penetrative sex, I would encourage them to seek out friends with benefits, one night stands, and prostitutes (all with condoms) to satisfy their sexual needs. It would be a semi-open relationship but only pertaining to sex.Either way, whether you're single or partnered, I encourage you to seek out friends with benefits if it is consensual with everyone involved, especially if you're already committed.
I believe 2016. It was also the last year I went trick-or-treating. It was a disappointing event since we only acquired 2 candies maximum per household which resulted in a significantly smaller load than previous trick-or-treating experiences. My older brother and I dressed up as 2 original characters from an artist I enjoyed and we joined his friend. My mother created the masks from scratch—took about 2 weeks to complete them.I've been yearning to dress up again, even if we simply purchase the candy ourselves, but we are impoverished and do not harbor the material required to dress up as anything special—including the makeup required to paint a skull on our faces.