You left like a coward when things went wrong.
Wasn't it you who always told me that we'd be together through thick and thin? Or was that only when you were in trouble? I thought we were in this together, you and me against the world, but I guess it was only limited to when you world was burning.
I did everything possible for you. I was always there when you needed me, I constantly tried to make things better for you, for us. I gave up so much of myself just to be able to embrace the version that you wanted me to be and yet, your actions never came close to acting out your words.
Don't you know that everything takes effort? That even friendships take effort? That you need to work on things you care about, you need to put in the time for the people you care about. Or maybe I'm just fooling myself thinking you actually cared about me.
Because I'm sure if you did we wouldn't be so far apart right now. If you did, you'd be blowing my phone with calls and messages trying to work it out. But all I see is radio silence because that's easiest way out for you.
I wish I was more like you, that I could give up on things so easily, that I could let go so easily, that I could forget these past years that I've spent making you important, making us important, giving us the priority that we deserve.
And maybe, the reason this has been so easy for you is because it was never as important as it was for me. I guess that's why when it got tough, you decided to leave.
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