When I was 12 I suddenly became attracted to pregnant women. Is this normal for a 12 year old boy ? There were many pregnant women at the church I went to. 👿
Pregnant females to me are disgusting. Well females in general are disgusting to me. It could be that I'm a female. I hope those women were married while they walking around your Church with their belly's poked out. I was always lusting after grown men since I was 7 or 8 years old. If a man would've done things to me as a child. I most likely would've let them do it, and at 10 or 13 years old. I most likely would've gotten knocked up myself. I look back on it now and see how disgusting that was. I'm glad that never happened. Most men don't want to be with a woman who's pregnant, or has a really small child anyway. Most of the Tim, she can still be banging that dude. That works vise versa as well. I don't want no dude with a small child or he got some other chick pregnant. I don't have time for any baby momma drama.
I haven't drunk that in awhile. The last time I drunk it. It cleaned me out really well. I know not to drink a whole bottle. It's good for detoxing. That's for sure.
I don't cut. I never did. I'm a bit scared of pain, but most people that do do that, seek help. I see a therapist for my anxiety and depression. I've been seeing her for two years now. It really helps me. If you haven't tried it yet, you really should. Also I read a passage from the Bible everyday. That motivates me as well as gives me comfort. Some folks think that's ignorant, but it helps me and that's all that matters.