Why did I most likely lose my motivation/the drive to continue being academically successful after getting my high school diploma? I’m in college now and don’t want to do anything school related anymore and I feel like life isn’t as exciting as it used to be.
I’m sorry for everything. I’m remorseful, I won’t ever intrude on your life or ruin you. I just want you to be happy. I wish you all the good things I was never able to give you. Take care of yourself.
I’m going back to my old ways when I didn’t have nothing to do things that mean significantly more in my life / relationship for myself first to know so i can be grounded to a connection when feel my ups and downs