I can only explain it I just know I want a five bedroom home, but the master must be on the main level or the second level only I want the master bedroom to be separate from the kids. They have their own side of the house and I have mine, I want to be backyard to start my own traditions man I can go on and on and on
There are days like today when I feel so blue. I bottle up all my feeling and don't feel any emotions. It's hard to open up to anyone because I don't think they'll ever understand me. I wish I could find someone who can see through me.