Do you think a person can sense when their death is near?
Sadly, they can.
Is sarcasm a defense mechanism??
People use sarcasm to hide pain or insecurity.
I am not attractive and I'm not funny or interesting to talk to at all so I understand why friends don't want me but I still want friends. Is there any hope for me or should I just accept being alone?
I don't understand why you write that your friends don't want you, then how can you consider them as friends. There is a website called meetup, that consists of many interest groups, where people share the same interests and make friends. They are in major cities in the U.S. I think that there would be something that would appeal to you. There is hope for you and you should not accept being alone. I hope you look into this. Please don't give up hope. I wish you well.
Heyy can I get your snap?
I no longer have snap. I have to reinstall it on my new phone.