Aw, sorry don't take this in the wrong way but I don't think you do. I bet when you were growing up, you got to spend most of your life with your nan, I didn't. She was only in my life till I turned 7, a month after that she died. I never got to spend one Christmas with her. Everytime I remember being round her house, it was never just me, my siblings and her, my other cousins were always there, I don't mean that as a horrible thing cause I love my cousins but cause they were always with her and cause I'm my mums eldest child, I never got as much attention from her as the others. I don't ever remember her willingly wanting to take a picture with me:( I just miss her like crazy and I regret the fact that I hardly ever got to spend time with her.. So yeah I don't think you actually know how I feel about my nan:(
My mum and my nan, they both had/have pretty fucked up lives, I've learnt from their mistakes, I don't want to end up like them.. Don't get me wrong, I love them with all my heart but my mum knows what I mean