If you got the chance to go over Niagara Falls Waterfall in a barrel would you take it or would the fact it's illegal - and apparently dangerous - put you off??
If I die I die...
On a scale of 1-10 how honest are you?
As I lay here wondering random thoughts I suddenly start to get the feeling I want to cry. I get a horrible lump in my throat, dry & itchy eyes.. Yeah the tears are well on their way.Talking to you makes things so much simpler, and yet I still can't open up & tell you what's really on my mind and what I do..I guess the saying is true "You bleed just to know you're alive" I know I'm still alive, the pain is temporary, makes me feel a tad better, but I know people wouldn't approve of my methods of dealing with issues.. Everyone has their way right? There are so many different ways to deal with it, so why do I choose this way? The pain? The blood? The scars afterwards? No, it just makes me feel better, I forget about my problems for a short while.I carry on doing what I do, just to feel the pain but only for a short while. The scars may last a lifetime but the pain doesn't. I try to talk to people about how I feel but no one knows what I am going through or what I've been through, yet they all try to imagine or guess.I know I'm not the only one who goes through this sort of pain, but it feels like it sometimes.. No one to talk to, no one who understands fully, just me & the voices in my head. They get stronger and stronger, telling me to do things that I really don't want to do. They are slowly taking over my thoughts and I don't know how to control it anymore. I used to have so much power over my thoughts but now I'm not so sure.
You know at the end of Dr Who Series 4 when Daleks invade Earth & the Earth is moved? Then in Series 5 Amy Pond (& presumably other humans) can't remember those events because of the crack in time thing... did they get those memories back when the Pandorica reboots the universe in "The Big Bang"??