I have tried to execute strong cymbals with the conviction / goal that the result is encouraging / pleasant for special occasions but the result is null / unpleasant. The fried egg the result is positive / negative. I mention both options because sometimes I have success or others not to mention 2 of the many failures; incidentally personally I feel sad, anxious, unmotivated, unstable ... At the same time I reconsider, oh God have mercy on me, give me strength, will, wisdom, understanding ... I want to overcome the challenge.🐞☺️😔💪🐌