I fought against cancer and i am standing still alhamdulillah

The thought of u coming back scares the butterflies in my stomach.
It makes them escape through my soul.
You see,
I loved the person that u once were,
Nt the person that u r today.
I know that if u come back my heart will feel guilty for nt giving u a chance at revealing ur soul again.
But i know that i will feel forced to let u back in, as u forced me to let go of you. 💕
-lamia