I guess I messed up my life to the point that there’s no hope
It all depends on how bad you messed up. I would like to believe that there is still hope for you. Have you thought about counseling. A therapist could help you cope with what you are going through and give you the tools to help you get through your situation. I do wish you well. Please don't give up and take care of yourself.
As far as I am concerned, there is no clear cut answer. I do believe it is a woman's right to choose and not the governments responsibility to dictate what a woman should do with her body. Meanwhile life begins at conception, abortbon would be considered ending of that life.
I need desperate help ASAP
Help with what?
would it be a problem if the person you like is an Uber driver
There shouldn't be a problem if the person is nice.