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If y’all don’t know this, I truly really just hate my appearance more than anything.
But it’s getting way better because the guy I like (as if right now) makes me a greater person and inspires me to be the very best.
I still get a lot of questions about my ex and it still hurts cause it ended so shitty and I resorted to bad habits.
My previous crush before him made me hate myself and put me in the lowest point of my life and I really despise this guy now.
Other guys I hooked up with would use it was a trophy.
I honestly would be perfectly fine with the fling life if I didn’t catch feels or loathed my appearance so much.
I didn’t really have good experiences with guys because of my bad choices in men obviously.
And to those guys who respected my boundaries and purely stayed my friend, my brother, & the one always doing homie checks, I fucking appreciate you & y’all know that.
I have such shit trust issues that I just ignore everything in life when going to work, and when I’m off, I’m back to being a hermit potato.
I used to be very androphobic when I was younger and I’d freak out if a male was near me- and sometimes it comes out to this day.
I do pull the “I’m gay” or “I was born male” card a lot cause of it.
I’ve seen and experienced a lot of fuckery in life to stand my reason why I am the way I am now.
Like I said, I met and realized I had so many friends that truly care about me and I realize that I’m not a the biggest shitbag but I have to be the best one at least ?
But it’s getting way better because the guy I like (as if right now) makes me a greater person and inspires me to be the very best.
I still get a lot of questions about my ex and it still hurts cause it ended so shitty and I resorted to bad habits.
My previous crush before him made me hate myself and put me in the lowest point of my life and I really despise this guy now.
Other guys I hooked up with would use it was a trophy.
I honestly would be perfectly fine with the fling life if I didn’t catch feels or loathed my appearance so much.
I didn’t really have good experiences with guys because of my bad choices in men obviously.
And to those guys who respected my boundaries and purely stayed my friend, my brother, & the one always doing homie checks, I fucking appreciate you & y’all know that.
I have such shit trust issues that I just ignore everything in life when going to work, and when I’m off, I’m back to being a hermit potato.
I used to be very androphobic when I was younger and I’d freak out if a male was near me- and sometimes it comes out to this day.
I do pull the “I’m gay” or “I was born male” card a lot cause of it.
I’ve seen and experienced a lot of fuckery in life to stand my reason why I am the way I am now.
Like I said, I met and realized I had so many friends that truly care about me and I realize that I’m not a the biggest shitbag but I have to be the best one at least ?
